God is not punishing you, whatever is happening to you is for Him to get the glory.  Even when I have moments when I feel like I’m breaking, and I can’t see God in my circumstances, I’m reminded that He’s faithful. I lift my eyes up and trust Him.  Yes, my mom is suffering, but that doesn’t mean that God is not good.

He is good, and He’s using me and my voice to proclaim His faithfulness and goodness…

Even if it does not look good right now.

Even if my mom isn’t healed from Dementia.

Even if she forgets my name.

Even if she can’t find the words to speak.

Even if she doesn’t remember.

Even if…

He’s still good.